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few of the women seemed interested in him but apparently had second
thoughts in the little silence just before they handed him his tip
so he had to settle for the skinny whore from the nearby town who
they whisked through the security gate passing her off as a guest
and even got into the dining room to fatten her up but the lines were
too long and when he got back to the city he started looking around
for a classier act and finally found Flo who told him about her johns
when they lay in bed and they had a laugh about that and he sometimes
stroked her cheek as he might have stroked a wife's and missed the
intimacy when he went to bed alone and was sad then too.
Dick's wife encouraged him to make it up
with his family. She was a genteel woman who had tamed him in many
ways and he never cursed in her presence and people noticed that he
was a different man when he was around her. He thought it was unjust
that she should have
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been stricken
in this way and might die but she never complained, she just sighed
and smiled in her apologetic way. However, he had no desire to make
it up with his family, he only regretted not having one of his own.
There were just the two of them and the years going by. When he was
on the road he forgot he had a wife and lived a trucker's life, bedding
down in the sleeper behind the cab in a row of trucks at the side
of the road and living on hash browns and greasy burgers. He'd always
liked trucking, he'd like the power behind the wheel and the rough
men on the road and the women at the pit stops but now it was a chore
and people saw that he was slowing down and asked him what was wrong
and he opened up soon enough and they commiserated with him and cursed
whoever it was who made the rules by which they lived. On the short
hauls Dick ran down to Richmond, which was a city he loved. There'd
been a woman there before he met his wife, it had been the great love
of his life, it
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