and a greed for things. Mamie, whose insides were as delicate as tea
cups, had a hyster-ectomy, which made Grampie Nadel hate her beyond
reason, as if she had maimed herself to spite him. He tortured her
by driving back and forth in front of the house with his current woman
friend. If Mamie lowered the shades, he blasted the horn. Barely school-age
then, my mother watched Mamie pound the piano till the sound of it
and of the horn outside flooded the house. In fits of wildness, she
bloodied her fingers on the keys and then on where she was most useless
by tearing hair from it. Finally Grammie had her committed. "I know
where I am," she said. "I'm in the China house."
She never left the China house except once, and Grampie Nadel
never went near it, nor did he ever contribute a dime toward her keep,
which
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came out of Grampie Marlowe's pocket while he was alive and then out
of the State's. For a long time Grampie Nadel disappeared and then
began showing up again in front of the house to talk with my mother,
to see what kind of kid she had (me). He still had women, but they
had turned as pumpkin-like as he, and he never had them with him in
the car.
The smoke of a cigarette lies across
the parlor like a birch branch, and my mother tries to bat it away
as Grammie Marlowe enters the room. At once they begin to bicker about
Grampie Nadel. "I won't have him here," Grammie Marlowe says. "Not
even parked outside. Do you hear?"
"He's my father!" my mother says and wrings her hands as I've
seen Mamie do, except Mamie takes her fingers and twists them as if
wrapping candy kisses.
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