means it completely. He pulls her down to him, rips off the shirt,
kisses at the red patch of her neck where she has been scratching.
She says nothing as he undresses the rest of her, rolls on top of
her and enters her. Her eyes are closed and the breath comes through
her teeth in short gasps. He sees his face in the mirror mounted above
the headboard, his mouth open, his slick hair falling down over his
forehead in a boyish bang. Within minutes he is satisfied, his body
lumpy with contentment as he tumbles off her, the day's exertions
overtaking him as he drifts into sleep on his side.
She waits a few moments to confirm that he is unconscious, and then
she throws on her robe, opens the doctor's case, and retrieves the
vials of precious medicine. She can hear the unhurried whooshes of
post-midnight traffic soaring by
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outside the windows. She retreats down to the girls' private bedrooms,
and visits them one by one, dishwashing gloves on her hands, the lower
half of her face covered by a cloth mask -- precautions that she knows
will do little good, but everyone must follow the government dicta,
even if such dicta are archaic in the extreme.
The same process, repeated over and over: a sick girl in bed, the
curtains drawn, candlelights providing illumination (for those who
are stricken are sensitive to bright light), her eyes wide and bright
with the fever, the rest of her body like waxwork. Those who have
been abused and bruised in the past have attained an unlikely glow
to them, as old knife wounds and bites have disappeared. Some can
barely speak but they nod their thanks, their eyes watering. It is
almost too overwhelming for her, and she cannot
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